Abby’s passing has changed everything.
I feel lost.
Thankfully I have a solid recovery program and community. For the first time, I feel comfortable asking for and receiving help.
I also asked SV Azulita to be my safe little island right now. I’ve poured so much love and energy into her and now she’s holding me gently as I cry every day ❤️🩹
#sobrietyjourney
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It feels weird to celebrate this win when I’m still in the thick of grief.
But here I am, at the tail end of this big refit project.
I don’t know what I’m going to do next. I can really only look about 3 days ahead, and even that is a challenge, but I’m doing my best to care for myself while I mend my heart.
I may go into Canada. I may bop around the San Juan Islands. The only thing I know for certain: I need to be in nature. I need to be in the water.
So, I will head out this week.
#scubadiver #boatrestoration #griefrecovery